Monday, June 21, 2010

not your typical father's days speech

WARNING : THIS IS A THOUGHTS ENTRY... SILA SCROLL KE BAWAH UNTUK ENTRY HAPPY-HAPPY... SILA TEKAN 'X' DIATAS UNTUK TUTUP PAGE INI...

susah bila orang bertanyakan tentang orang yang tak ada didepan mata...


tapi sebenarnya hidup lagi......

susahkan nak hadap semua tu..


i was not whining-kinda-person before... and i'm tired of doing it now...


yeah lah... siapa tak bengang...



when someone took away your sweetest memories...


took away my happiness


took away my normal life


took away my trust...


best of all they took away, my 'dad'.....



tanpa sebarang tanda, signals, smokes or dust atau apa-apa lighting effect bungok yang diaorang pakai atas stage tu.... not even a curtain fall... just


PUFFF....


they took everything all the way in split of second....



yes, kalau ada orang kata things happen for a reason.. i totally agree.. klu 'Yang Maha Berkuasa' nun atas sana tak turun kan dugaan dekat aku, maybe i'm not at this stage..



my mantra now..
I'M SMART AND INDEPENDENT GIRL..
we dont need you here....


p/s: kepada ayah-ayah yang menyayangi isteri dan anak-anak mereka.. CONGRATULATIONS you did a great job.. HAPPY FATHERS DAY kepada ayah yang menjadi pelindung kepada keluarga, memahami dan berusaha memperbaiki kelemahan yang ada pada diri dan juga keluarga, and menyayangi isteri dan anak-anak sebaik mungkin.. kepada rakan-rakan yang masih mempunyai ayah yang pernah menjalankan tanggungjawab mereka dengan sempurna dan ikhlas, hargai mereka sebaiknya...

3 comments:

aion said...

ohh dear. ainil whatever it is, i knw u're strong and stay strong until the end k? :)

z a t i said...

hi ainil dear ;D

be strong, you are what you are ok. screw those who aren't grateful for what and who you are. live life ;DDD

http://iliveinmyfantasyland.blogspot.com/

ainil said...

aion n zati : thanx alot darlas.. trying to hard to cope up with so-called-life ever since.. thanx for being there.. :D dont worry, i'll be fine

p/s: zati, 've read ur blog :)))