hostel yang tak kesampaian

im gonna start with me not getting a place in campus' hostel.. for those yang dah tahu.. it's lame.. but im so pissed because i think orang yang dapat tu semuanya tak layak.. *monolog dalaman: bajet kau tu bagus sangat la??*

but actually because aku suka analyse terlampau.. i mean kadang-kadang aku analyse mat rempit yang menepek muke ditepi jalan.. adakah ini mat rempit yang rompak laptop kawan aku pada 3bulan lepas?? and imagination startsssss... i now memang melampau.. but i cant hel that i cant stop thinking!!!

ok this case.. aku analyse diri aku kenapa aku TAK DAPAT. even kawan aku yang tiap2 sem bawak balik medal juga TAK dapat.. antara contoh2 yang dapat ialah:

a) orang yang duduk di bilik sepanjang hari

- yang dari pagi sampai malam pesan kat aku makanan. xpernah keluar dari floor masing2
- yang asyik dengan laptop sendiri sampai kerja sendiri xsiap
- yang duk mengelamun dalam dunia sendiri
- people yang 'makanan' nya ialah movies games and FB
- buat kerja and 'kelas' sendiri kat bilik
- senang citer tak kisah langsung penghidupan orang lain kat kampus tu

b) tak aktif koku
c) failing studies
d) ade kete dan moto dalam dua tiga bijik la, stended.
e) tiap tiap sem ada denda asrama
f) rumah tiga jengkal dari pintu gate kampus *bahasa kias rumah bapak giler dekat*

so kalau anda tiada ciri-ciri ini.. GOOD! patut nya orang macam diatas ni yang tak layak dapat asrama.. tapi malangnya YA.. mereka dapat.. amazed?? jangan sampai mulut and surat aduan budak2 ni sampai kat press sudah.. memang best kalau korang kena kan??

*sila SENTAP wahai orang atasan sekalian.. people are watching youuuuuuuu.....*

ohh nak saya citer pasal duit kena songlap dengan bendahari?? lepas ni okay!!

saya kata MAJOR stress

As you seeeeeeeeeeeee.. aku asyik cerita benda-benda stress.. YES, without any doubt, im in MAJOR stress!!! i mean MAJOR MAJOR STRESSS!!!!!!

only this time i wish i can chillax tepi pantai, snorkelling with the fishes and sea creatures ke or wutt.. or maybe a week in europe *eceh macam aku kaye je*


sekarang duk rumah pun kerja tak habis lagi.. ingat duk rumah boleh laa goyang kaki.. end up surat rayuan pulak kena type, and kena spread the words, dari pihak atasan yang tak berapa nak atas.. ke rakan SATU FAKULTI.. yey *straight face* :|

serabut tak serabut la kan lagi-lagi satu fakulti kena duk lua pulak dengan sem depan ade major project for transport.. tak kan nak balik bengkel tido dalam khemah tepi studio kan???

what ever la.. just hope for the best... insyaAllah....

BUSY macam LAME EXCUSE

i know busy is like a lameSSTTT excuse.. tapi memang ye pun.. take it or leave la kan.. but somehow i hate this semester.. i got the biggest feeling that next year macam tak naik je stage anugerah dekan.. dan ini SERIOUS

ANIMATION AND MULTIMEDIA DESIGN - CRASHED FILES
CATIA - PLAINLY SUCKKKKKKK
IDE ASSESSMENT - THE WORSTTTTTTTTTTTTTT NIGHTMARE
MANUFACTURING PROCESSING - alhamdulillah aku rase ni je yang survived!!!

animation tu.. tinggal nak render dah kot.. material, environment, camera, lighting and what so ever dah setel dah.. TAPI BLE NAK RENDER... BAMMMMM!! CRASH!! dan kul 5 pagi tu la aku merempit sorang-sorang pergi studio bawak laptop.. 5 PAGI BEBBBBBB... gilerr kauuuu.....

lecturer pulak dah bagi banyak dah masa for us.. agak begging to extend a day.. pasal if u use 'mental ray' "this thang is for material, maca nampak lagi real gitu la..." i took longer time to render than usual.. oh yes we use 3DSTUDIO MAX LIKE SHIT-JE-KALAU-HANG-THEN-KENA-RESTART-TADE-AUTOSAVE-LALU-HILANG-SEMUA-TETTTTTT.. bayangkan la perasaan itu..

CATIA tak yah cakap la.. dengan ilmu tak berapa nak cukup didada nak buat 3d model gempak-gempak... aku hentam jela.. malas dah nak pikir weyh...

ASSESSMENT! *ummm kalau cik baca, jangan mara-mara la pulak saya ye hehe* memang i was kindda unprepared.. i dont know what to expect actually.. dari benda terpenting like ergonomics and manufacturing processing of your product sampaiiiiiiiiiiiiii benda remeh temeh like the colour of your baju and stickers yg ko tepek dengan niat konon nye menambah keayuan sejati si model.... HAHHHHHHHHHHHHH... very tiring.. benda semua tu nak kena pikir ye sebelum design.. bukan main conteng lepas campak atas meja engineer... tidakk... tidakk... sangat pening kot.. i should fit in to the situation starting dari sekarang...

whatever... terlalu penat nak pikir sekarang ni.. marathon tak tido nyenyak 3 minggu makes my mind when frozen... dah i need rest kejap... tak tahan...

itu menatam..

hari ni aku bgun lewat bohh.. 2ptg!! ngaaaa...gilerrrrrrrrrrrrr tul anak dara ni.. then pas mandi yadaaa2 dgn tak makan pada kul 3, straight aku gi bengkel.. bertukang sampai kul 11.. penat weyhhh penat... berhenti pada kul 9 utk tapau roti sadin 2 keping.. makan maggi ayam cendawan aum aum ngan roti sadin kul 1.. dan paling best sekali, satu ream a3 and pokok kari dengan lada tomato yang aku beli semalam telah di 'shi-shi' oleh sekor pendatang asing berbulu dan berkaki empat.. 7KALI BROOOO AKU MOP LANTAI!!! bau dia... puhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... harum.. wekk aku tak lalu nak cakap, tekak da loya dah la tak nak cakap..

P/S: bella, kalau ko baca ni kan... sabar banyak-banyak taw.. Tuhan lebih sayang dia.. kita doa dia masuk syurga ok!

merajuk la hati...

rase macam berkurun je aku tak online kan?? sangat... boleh jugak la aku katakan aku merajuk... it's been the busiest semester of all four.. memang kecur je air liur bila fikir kerja makin bertimbun.. ohh yes, that's the reason aku merajuk actually.. well honestly, my laptop was 'away' for more than 5 weeks.. gila la towkay kedai tu.. duit aku rm700 melayang camtu je kot.. ok no regrets la kan..


but paling sakit bila 3 out of 4 subjects i took this sem were based on computer.. advanced CAD, multimedia and animation and industrial design I (nak taip-menaip report research and nak buat banner for panel layout and design report and technical drawing tu derr).. i didnt get to stay in my room at all.. sama ada dekat lab, studio or keluar research or cari barang nak buat model and mockup.. balik je, penat and tido.. and paham-paham je la bila semua orang nak pakai laptop buat assignments, aku yang tak ada laptop memang tertangguh2 la.. nak FB kat lab kampus?? tiap kali aku klik tu la aku kena letak 's' after http.. *security* klik kat gamba je kena block.. tak ke menyakitkan hati kalau nak online macam tu kan?? even a fashion blogger/designer had ask me to join his blog promo.. hati memang nak buat but aku dah tade laptop.. IF happens aku pinjam pun la kan.. takkan aku nak bantai laptop orang lama-lama... just for the sake buat keje.. like takat mana yang keluar dekat top news je..


dear FRIEND, i really hope your reading this.. seboleh-bolehnya aku tak mention tapi it seems you dont understand..


it is usual for me.. not to be busy.. online 24/7.. but for at least this time you could understand.. honestly, aku rasa dah banyak kali dah aku tolong kau.. kau pun tolong aku.. but for AT LEAST JUST ONCE to let me focus on 5 and 4-credit hours subjects.. memang dah niat nak klik the button, thought of helping you, but when you mentioned the 'WORD' sumpah aku terasa gilerr.. it breaks my heart into pieces.. you know aku seorang yang sensitif kan??? plus, bertambah-tambah pedih bila kau tak cakap sorry.. maybe sorry seems to be the hardest word eh?? yes, aku pun ada hati dan perasaan, and also ego to combine with but kalau aku je nak jaga hati kau, have you ever thought of jaga hati aku??



P/S: the night you ask my opinion on your photoshoot concept.. aku gadaikan quiz on the next day just to help you.. so i guess my support just goes down the drain.. :((

ottoke? = apa nak buat?

entah ye entah tak aku eja korea ni..

bila kita stress apa kita buat???

bunuh orang-orang?? bunuh kucem sebelah rumah??? NO NO NO...

KITA GI PANTAI sambil makan jagung cup!!!!!

ohh yess time ni stress lepas kena marah dengan pakcik kebun yg kitorang interview sebelum tu.. sampai hampir-hampir berlanggaran antara dua skuter!! citer selanjutnya?? japppppp.. bagi aku basuh baju dulu.. *padahal cuci washing machine 2 hengget*

living in a race..

aku tak tau macam mana nak mulakan ayat untuk kali ni... it's 2010.. and being a 20 really taught me about life, and the people around me.. tak payah la nak plastik lah kan dengan tergedik-gedik jerit-jerit kata aku happy gila for 2010.. no no nooo.. tahun ni most people around me tunjuk their true colours.. hitam putih warna yang mereka tunjukkan tu, Tuhan je la yang tahu kan.. but ada a fraction of these people yang aku truly appreciate.. ada 2-3 orang kawan-kawan aku ni, di mata orang nampak macam dorang ni 'a huge LOSER' dan sangat pathetic tapi they actually understand me alot!

HEART them, may Allah blessed them!

dorang la mengajar aku bersabar.. and they taught how karma goes back around.. so it's true bila orang tua-tua kata kita kena pandai memilih kawan, bukan kawan yang ada harta, atau yang famous lagi glamour kalah Siti atau kawan yang hap-tu-det but kawan yang understand your situation and doesnt pull you down lagi jauh.. someone yang bukan plastik and kept giving me white lies.. cuz frankly speaking, aku pun dah tak larat dah nak tipu sunat.. aku tak boleh la nak please other people all the time kan?? aku tak nak bagi contoh lebih-lebih kat sini, cuz bagi contoh tu pun kadang-kadang dah buat orang terasa.. *kalau yang ini pun ada sesiapa terasa, i mintak maaf banyak-banyak ok* cuma for 2011, i should be more alert when it comes to benda macam ni, so i can have a lil peace in my mind.. tak larat dah la nak sakit hati pasal orang lain.. lagi sakit hati, lagi banyak aku menyumpah, lagi banyak dosa aku dapat.. c'mon, nak kata aku baik sangat pun takde la kan??

mungkin previously aku tak reti sangat nak jaga hati orang kot.. kot lah... tu yang semua pun buat macam bila susah cari aku, bila senang, ko pikir la sendiri.. benda ni pun tak applicable dekat kawan-kawan je.. kadang-kadang relatives sendiri buat macam ni.. bila Stitch kata

OHANA MEANS FAMILY, FAMILY MEANS NO ONE IS LEFT BEHIND...

tapi yang aku rasa being in a family zaman sekarang ni dah macam living in a race.. lagi ramai orang suka tinggalkan kau belakang-belakang.. pastu boleh la boast banyak-banyak... terlalu banyak yang nak dibanding-bandingkan.. memang la tak semua yang buat perangai.. but i'll tell you.. PLENTY.. and i'm glad abang-abang aku dengan mama never leave me, walaupun dulu-dulu result hancus ke, bodoh bengap ke, muka nerd belah tengah ke, rosak kan PC ke, atau hilangkan duit raya ke.. apa pun for 2011 im gonna prioritizekan family and studies dulu.. benda-benda lain, belakang cerita lah... kita buka buku lain and kalau apa-apa bother us, "ignorance will be my new bestfriend..." and hope to see more nice people next year... yada yada yadaaaaaaaaa!

p/s: tak tertakluk kepada kawan rapat dan separe rapat :D saya sayang mereka! kenapa saya sayang mereka? sebab dia besttttttt...

it's not okay cause it's an issue.. *editted*

aku ada ramai kawan lelaki berperwatakan yang lembut.. but Allah blessed them all, they are all straight ye nyah! and oh yes, i love them all! cause they are very nice people!

but this guy.. he looks normal.. but huh! tengok la sendiri and figure out urself whether is it ok or not okay... tak nak la judgemental sangat *well previously terlepas cakap....*

du'a: mintak jauh family aku dari benda-benda macam ini...

mungkin dia nak Malaysia tenggelam kot.. macam Atlantis? hah jangan nak merepek!

expresi

gambar untuk buat diri sendiri gelak tatkala dibawah tekanan

jangan kawan saya

yes..

i am a bad friend to many people.. tak layak jadi kawan orang.. sorry if i dont go along with your expectations.. hate me...

IGNORANCE

Yes, you did it again...

AGAIN

AGAIN

and AGAIN.....

p/s: i'm sorry that i am bad.. sorry for the things 've done wrong...

between strength in an empty space

i'm not much in the mood of talking, or even typing to my blog lately.. sorry to all my blog readers.. hope i'll get back on my mood soon enough... thanks for your support.. appreciate it much :D

gentle reminder to myself, and maybe you too

gentle reminder to myself...

"kau bukan nya perfect sangat nak comment orang.. before nak criticize orang lain cuba cermin dulu diri kau, ada tak kekurangan tu.."

ni gentle reminder to myself.. kalau anda rasa anda juga macam saya.. leave a comment and sama-sama kita muhasabah diri.. atau anda perasan hebat sedikit, lepas baca ni boleh blah dari blog ini.. ok??? THANK YOU :D

p/s: lepas bace blog aion serious aku macam nak tampar mamat 'auww!' yang mengomen dia tu.. tapi since aku tak kenal dia.. bulan puasa lagi tu.. so aku taknak buat dosa.. syadap je la kan?

p/ss: ada baca beberapa blog.. banyak juga yang criticize je kerja diorang.. (cehh macam kau tak buat kan ainil?) this is a personal blog.. this is MY blog.. aku buat blog bukan nak dapat kan 'benefit', pasang nuffnang la pebende (jangan terasa my munchkins and darlings! tak tuju kat korang), index kat google and what-so-ever.. this is my thoughts.. what i feel.. kalau tak nak baca, rasa layout aku tak lawa cam layout korang ke, music box aku annoying ke, tak cukup itu dan ini ke, jangan la tekan ok!!! ngeee~~~ (ini tanda cik ainil geram) heeee!

al-fatihah kepada nendaku

she have left us..

now i totally understands what it feels like when you are away from home, and tak dapat balik untuk menziarahi..

i got 2 test coming up and 1 quiz

materials tech : tajuk intro to atom, crystalline structure, ferrous and non ferrous metal and polymer (thermoplastics, thermosets and elastomer)

hubungan etnik : bab 1 -4

electric and electronics : alternating current sahaja

plus ada assignments nak kena present lagi..

picture taken from a day before nenek passed away.. for photography class, using d80, low speed.

ME : now and then

DULU

me (jovial + bubbly)

=

not doing homework / playing around

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denda dengan cikgu

=

still can score so-so

=

happy :)

NOW

assignments

+

extra-curricular activities

+

after class programs

+

late nights group/club meetings

=

struggling to score

=

panda eyes (not cute)

=

fatigue!

=

not happy

=

grumpy!!

=

dean list???

so is it a good thing or a bad thing?? which is which??

ainil si pembebel 'selfish'

i feel that im selfish sometimes.. ya Allah, kesiannya dekat orang lain..

like.... i talk alot..

nagging, blabbing, complaining, etc..

kadang-kadang kesian dekat orang yang mendengar.. walaupun most of the time si pendengar akan kata "i don't mind..", "best jugak dengar orang lain bercerita.." tapi seriously bila conversation dah habis, i was thinking, eh asyik aku je yang cakap kan??? betul la kan??

(kau memang banyak cakap and banyak complains, ainil!!)

so next time, your turn to cakap banyak-banyak taw? heee!!! ^-^

i'm not anorexic but why???

i eat alot.. okay, 'used' to eat alot....

i lose another kilogram this week..

i was 48kg 2 months ago...

3 weeks ago i was 46.5kg..

last week 44kg..

now im 43kg.. someone, help me!!!!!!

misconception anda tentang industrial design

INI POST LAMA

well ini entry agak kearah marah.. tak nak baca jangan klik..

you see, i've been receiving plenty of comments yang tak berapa nak berasas tentang being a designer... fine, call a designer dimwit and all.. tapi kamu orang semua agak-agak barang-barang yang kamu orang pakai seharian tu siapa yang design??

ini termasuk :

berus gigi kamu, botol aerosol sembur nyamuk, botol coke, seterika kamu, laptop mahal kamu, handphone kamu tuuuu... mangkuk jamban pun kitaorang design lah!!

memetik sebuah artikel...

"Industrial Design or ID as it it commonly known as, is a rather specialised profession. Contrary to popular misconception, an industrial designer does not design factory processes. Basically, industrial design is a creative profession . The scope of work deals with the innovative and aesthetic aspect of product design.

Why is it being said that Industrial designers are often required to be multi-talented? This is because, he or she have to be an artist, marketing expert and engineer all roll into one. This profession requires the fine balancing of hardcore practicality and refined sense of aesthetics."

courtesy of : ezinearticle[dot]com

hambek kau.. bold dengan colour-colour siap!

kalau kamu kata kami tak belajar science.. sorry, naik lorry la kan..

human factors in design: ergonomics (include anatomy manusia)

electric and electronics : physics

material technology and processes : polymer and composite material (chemistry)

banyak lagi subject science.. maths pun ada tapi nak add satu-satu banyak sangat ye... so agak-agak yang ada MISCONCEPTION pasal designer ni.. TOLONG LAH UBAH....

soo please!!!! stop comparing me, dengan medic student ke, engineering student ke, law student ke, account student ke, all-those-gaji-ribu-ribu courses ke.. yes, i'm not BETTER la dari segi pointer ke ape ke kan.. tapi at least jangan lah compare something i love to do the most.. at least at the moment. i want to do this since i was young.. please respect my decision to choose industrial design instead of other courses.. kurang-kurang i know i'll be doing it for long time..

mama kata:

"getting into a university is one thing, but getting out from the university with a scroll is another thing.."

haaa ingat tu!!!

tolong ingatkan aku

another great song by ana raffali especially lyrics dia...

sangat dalam maksud yang dibawa..

Jangan disusun kata-kata penamat
Jangan disebut baris ayat keramat
Biar lenyap diserap sunyi
Biar senyap yang tak menyepi

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa

Mari patahkan papan markah lama
Mari padamkan buku tiga lima
Biar luka sembuh sendiri
Biar lupa dimakan hari

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
Kau dampingi aku
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Bila marah merasuk minda
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa
Aku lupa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
Ku teringatkanmu
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Tolong ingatkan aku kisah kita
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kita..

5 sebab untuk date seorang pereka

kenapa anda harus date pereka??

credits to : http://akustik90.blogspot.com/

5 Reasons Why You Must Date A Designer


1. Designer is a group of people who think critically,simply,creatively and also inventively. It means that they will think that way to make you happy and feel pleasure.

2. Designers are people who worked to overcome problems and try their best to make sure the problems is settled. So,whenever you had problems,they will also try their best to overcome your problems.

3. Designers are not like an engineer, (oopsiee!! sorry bakal-bakal engineers sekalian!!) who had been restricted according to their rule(of work), a designer's work is according to their desire. Hence, you will not feel like you're been 'prisoned' by them as their work on freedom and free-thinker.

4. Designers are futured-thinker. You'll be facing all your time together are well-planned. So, you'll wont get any trouble.
(part ni i'm not that sure... hehe cause what i usually plan, jadi dot dot dot......)

5. Designing is their main profession,. Every time they design something, you will be the first to try on and you surely will get limited item/s that only you than other people in the world will have that item/s.